When I Don't Want To Be Depressed Anymore
Is depression a choice? That's to be debated. It may be, but it may not be. I feel sometimes like I choose to be depressed for longer than necessary. So, what do I do when I don't want to be depressed anymore?
I Pray “God! I Don't Want To Be Depressed!”
Sometimes it feels like I have control over my depression—so I'd like to think. Maybe I have no more control over this than if I were to become physically sick. Still, I believe I'm (somewhat) in control of my own destiny.
Sometimes I get so fed up that I just pray, “God I just wanna be happy! I don't want to be depressed anymore! Please take this burden from me!”
Usually it's not too long before I feel the burden lift from me. So, why would not want to do this every single time I'm depressed? I have no idea. It's a comfort thing I guess.
All I know is I eventually just get so fed up with being depressed. It's then when I just begin to cry out to God and he hears me, and my burden is lifted.