Tuesday, June 25, 2013

I'm Sorry I Was So Harsh, But Not Sorry For The Rest

Sometimes my Heart Bleeds Tears-by Julie Anne
I feel bad that I was harsher than necessary with someone today. I shouldn't have said some of the things I said before deleting him from my Facebook friend's list. However, I'm not sorry I cut that individual out of my life. It needed to be done. I don't want any of my exes on my pages anymore. It's all I can do to get on with my life. I just wanna get on with my life.

I'm sorry that I've been so harsh, though. I'm going to for now on try to focus my anger more righteously on the one who deserves it the most (my dad), but only in the vein of trying to reach out to others even in the midst of my pain. I feel freer right now--free as a bird--because of it. I feel way less afraid than I did in the past.

To The People Who I Hurt That Never Deserved It

All I can say is I'm sorry. There's no excuse and I'm sorry. As far as exes though, I just need to get on with my life. There was a time when I questioned whether or not I could handle being with just one person, and now I know I can. Therefore, I have to let the rest of you go.

It's Not Anyone's Choice But Mine

I'm in a situation I currently don't know I want to stay in relationship-wise forever. However, I am getting to the point of just wanting to start over. I need time to heal from the fact that I may never talk to my dad until on his death bed, and I need time to heal from all the other kinds of hurt in my life. That includes relationships.

1 comment:

  1. Before making any relationship with the persons we have to be careful, but in Facebook there are lots of fake accounts. It is too difficult to find out the real person. Anger is biggest enemy of the our body, So first calm down and then take any action. IF possible then please do Meditation or when you are anger; take deep breathing and concentrate on it.

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