Sunday, June 16, 2013

Don't Mean To Be Such a Downer But...

I don't mean to be such a downer, but This was the worst Father's Day I ever had. It's because I decided I was done with my dad. I don't know yet for sure but I get the feeling he's a lying manipulative con artist who pretended he was sorry but really never was. Who knows how many other children he molested over the years and I didn't know about it? I wish I had proof though. I wish I knew one way or another if he really never did do anything to any other kid. I hope I was the only one who was his victim. I really do.

Learn From My Story

If you were sexually abused I encourage you to come forward and report it. I did report it, but I never followed through with trying to prosecute. If I had, then I would've felt as though I did all there was to do. Now I don't think I could live with myself if someone else was abused by him.

It's A Very Scary Step I Regret Not Taking

I was having a hard enough time as a younger adult. All I could think about was getting my act together. I just wanted to live a semi-normal life in spite if what he did to me. I wanted to go to college, travel, and make something of myself. I wanted to write and produce my songs and express myself as a way to heal from all the pain and agony. I wanted to eventually get married and have a family.

All My Dreams Are Crushed

Now I'm just trying to find some other purpose for carrying on. I missed out on a lot but I hope other men and women who've been sexually abused get the chance to live a normal life--the one I never had.





1 comment:

  1. This web site is really a walk-through for all of the info you wanted about this and didn’t know who to ask. Glimpse here and you’ll definitely discover it.

    ReplyDelete

Feel free to share your responses and thoughts! However, all I ask is this...

Please do not bombard these blog posts with crappy spam messages. I don't mind if you leave a link to a page that is relevant to this post or this blog. However, if it is adult-oriented (past PG-13 rating) it will be removed. It will also be removed if it is outright hate or discrimination or if it directly bashes some person, group, organize. Use discretion or your posts will be removed and/or marked spam and you will never be able to post again. Any links without comment text will also be removed.