I am not really sure why certain people in my life feel so responsible for me. I honesty do not think anyone is responsible for my life and the way it is.
There are things that happened to me and there is nothing that could have been done about it. And if I have problems because of the things that happened to me no one is responsible any more.
I right now am just really trying to just do the best I can. As much as I’d like to forget about the past it is hard. However, at the same time I just really hate being constantly reminded about what happened to me.
I think my life would be so much better off if people would just treat me like a human being and stop relating to me according to my past traumas. There is way more to me than just my problems.
I have a lot to offer to the world. I have a lot to say. I may not be the brightest, cleverest, prettiest, or funniest person but I still have a lot to offer people.
I have no interest in being better than anyone…
All I want is to just live my life. Just life my life and not worry about what people think of me any more. I am determined to succeed and determined to find a way to make it in spite of all the odds and aversions against me.